This tugs at my heart the way you did this, I can feel your raw emotion. I spent 15 years of my own life in the emotional hell of an evangelical church on track for pastoring one day. Now I am devoid of faith and have a theology degree I use to debunk conservative Christian propaganda on the internet. I am glad you were able to separate your faith form all the nonsense.

Maybe one day Ill write about it, but I have not healed enough to make it through that piece, I have tried a couple time already.